The New Monk of the Tiger-Temple
Tau sat down to have lunch with his new master, the abbot, Phra
Acham Phuis (Chan) of the Temple he was now a member of. They sat on a fallen
log in the fresh air. Tau was being taught the ways of the monastery by his new
master and during the break for lunch, as a welcome, the abbot allowed him to
eat outside. The young monk had just arrived the day before, having dreamt of
wanting to join a monastery although he knew the sacrifices he had to make,
such as the giving up the pleasures of everyday life. He also shaved his head
and wore traditional robes like the other monks. It was the first time he was
living away from his parents at the age of 19. It was his desire to live life
by himself. He was perhaps the eldest person to enrol to become a monk since
the normal age for doing so was normally 6 or 7.
He was studying for a degree in Biology because he was
passionate about animals and their way of life. His favourite animal was the
tiger and he hoped to work with these big cats at some point in his career. He
belonged to a deeply religious family and had been taught the Buddhist
scriptures in detail. Even though he was good at academics and was expecting to
have a successful career, there was a deep yearning within his soul to delve
further into the Buddhist way of life. He knew that the only way he could
achieve this was by joining a monastery.
He seized this opportunity when he learnt of a famous
monastery seeking trainee monks. He had always dreamt of joining a monastery as
this was the only way he could fulfil his spiritual path. He realized that his
academics would not allow him to commit himself to spritual practice. Becoming
a monk would not only allow him to follow his spiritual calling but also enable
him to help others in the same process. When he found out that the place was
known as ‘Tiger Temple’, he knew that this was truly meant for him.
He discussed this with his parents, reminding them that it
was something he wanted to do since he was very young. His parents told him “It
is a very difficult path to follow. It seems very noble from the outside but it
is life of abstinence and sacrifice. You will not be able to live a life where
you can have the simple pleasures of having a family and enjoying social
relationships. We do not want to dissuade you, however you need to remember
that it is no easy life”. Tau showed how determined he was to join, saying “You
know we are religious people ourselves and I have always dreamt of joining a
monastery. I have visited so many myself and I am familiar with their customs
and practices.
He informed his professors and friends of his decision and
left to join the monastery. His parents contacted the abbot,
and told him of their son’s interest. One Sunday night, his parents took
him to the monastery where he met the abbot.
After being given a little tour around the premises, he was asked him to
spend sometime in the monastery before deciding to become a trainee. Following
a week there he was again asked “Are you sure about this?” Tau replied
confidently “I am ready for this, I have always wanted to do it”.
The next morning, he was introduced to the other monks at
the monastery as the new trainee and began his first lessons. Tau knew that
each monastery, apart from its practice of Buddhism had also its own
‘speciality’ for which it was known and he was instantly keen to involve
himself in that. He asked “Abbot sir........ “No need for sir my son” came the
interrupted response “Just Abbot will do or you can call me by my name.
Continue”. “Is there anything special about this place?” asked Tau “You know
something which brings people here. I have realized that the monastery is known
as ‘Tiger Temple’ why is that?”. “Listen” said the abbot anonymously. Tau
confusingly did as he was told and heard a deep-throated grunt “That is what is
special about this place my son and that is why this monastery bears its name.
My tigers; it is time to feed them” he said and he took a piece of meat from
his tray and got up, following the sound. Tau was shocked and partly surprised
to see a full grown Tiger approaching. The abbot fearlessly went up to the
tiger and tossed the meat on the ground, saying to the tiger as he ate, “What a
good boy you are, well done, you recognize my student!”. “Do you mean me?”
asked a nervous Tau. “There’s no need to fear Tau. All of the tigers here are
very friendly”. The tiger walked up to Tau and rubbed his head against him. A
terrified Tau jumped back in alarm, causing the tiger to grunt. “They are just
like dogs” said the abbot rushing up to calm the about-to-be stirred tiger “If
you run from them so will they and follow you. I am told you like animals so
why are you scared?” “I never expected them to be so close. I always thought
they were kept in some form of enclosure”. “Tied up they are but not completely
and they are never in cages” came the reply “The tiger is a citizen of the
monastery as we are” Tau got up and backed away slowly “May I go to the
bathroom?”
For the rest of the day, Tau spent praying or meditating.
Beginning from that day, he mainly chose to base most of his new life around
the two. He contributed to nearly all of the monastery’s activities but he always
found a way out of feeding or being with the tigers of the monastery. Yet he
realized that without them, the monastery would not live up to its reputation.
By the end of the year, it was tourist season and he decided to be a part of
taking visitors around the monastery. However, his work of it was rather
‘clumsy’ or not well organized for once he had shown the tourists the first
parts of the monastery and it was time for them to see the tigers, he would
turn over his job to another monk. The abbot noticed this and grew concerned
for not only the well-being of the monastery and its reputation and status but
also for Tau himself
One day, prior to meeting visitors, the abbot met with Tau,
saying that he wanted to speak to him in private. Tau agreed and followed his
master. When they were alone, Tau was asked “Why are you scared of Tigers when
you like them?” The young monk replied “I never expected them to be so close
and so large. I suspected that even if you had tigers, you would only keep them
until they are old enough to look after themselves”. “Let me tell you a story
my boy” said the abbot. “This monastery was founded over 20 years ago not just
as a tribute to Buddhism but also as a sanctuary. We have kept monkeys deer, buffalo
and camels as well as wild pigs before tigers. We received our first tiger cub,
one that had been found by villagers; sadly it died soon after due to hunger
and malnutrition. Later, on several tiger cubs were given to our temple.
Naturally when tiger mothers are killed by poachers, their cubs are left behind and that was exactly the
fate of those tigers cubs that came here. All the tigers you see at the
monastery are those who have lost their mothers. They are not pets for us. If
they can learn to feed themselves and survive on their own, then we take them
back to the jungle”
Tau, on hearing this shocking story turned to see that he
was only five meters away from the same tiger who he encountered on his first
day at the monastery. The cat began to make a chuffling noise, that is a
deep-throated moaning form of greeting in contentment. “This tiger’s name is
Cha and he was born here, that is why, he is so familiar with people like you,
people like me. He is hardly excited that is why he does not bound in
excitement toward visitors unlike a few other tigers. He is one of our gentlest
tigers” said the abbot. He then took Tau gently by the arm and told him to
stand next to the tiger. “Touch his back” said the abbot. Tau did as he was
told and began to rub his hand up and down the tiger’s back. The animal then
slunk to the ground and lay where he was in contentment. “He likes that” came
the response. Tau smiled but was still not sure if he could fit in with tiger
work at the monastery. The abbot said “I want you to get involved with helping
tigers and providing for them. You may take a break today and resume your
lessons with the others but tomorrow begins your training to get used to the
tiger”
The next day, after a long morning’s work in the afternoon,
Tau was taken by the Abbot to see a female tiger called Kai. This tiger was
smaller than Cha himself but still made Tau nervous. The tiger was on a leash
and grunted as the abbot approached her with Tau. “If you are scared, use this”
said the abbot and gave a long walking stick, similar to his one, to Tau. The
young monk approached Kai very slowly and took deep strong breaths. “Hello
girl” said Tau when he was close enough. The tigress inquisitively sniffed his
hands and began licking them. The abbot smiled as Tau then stroked her on her
head. “Look what I brought for you” said the young monk as he pulled out a
piece of fish and held it out in front of her. She consumed it in one nibbling
and a single gulp. The abbot meanwhile, slipped away with a smile on his face,
leaving Tau to be completely in focus of the tiger he was tending to. After a
while, Tau realized that he had been left by himself and that the abbot was
gone. He began to sweat a bit and got up to leave in search of the abbot but
Kai grunted for him to stay. He backed away slowly believing that she was angry
with him just because he left her and he was afraid that if he did go back to
her, she would become aggressive towards him. He began to pick up his pace as
he nervously walked away. He heard Kai moaning crossly behind him.
Tau was becoming more and more anxious on his way back to
the abbot. All around him, as he was on his way back, were tigers of all sizes.
They were chained to trees but some of them snarled or even roared on seeing
him. By the time he reached the abbot he was shaking in fright. “You’re back; but
why do you look so worried? You did well!”. “Why did you leave me?!” cried Tau.
“That’s just the point, isn’t it my son?” came the seemingly amused reply “My
intention in leaving you by yourself with Kai was for you to realize and know
that you are fine without my presence”. On hearing this, Tau felt better and
managed a weak smile, realizing that his master was right. However, if he had
to pass through that area again for a certain task, he could not help but
shudder at the tiger’s roars but he did not like doing that. This happened
everyday; he was going nowhere with tiger experience, all while being a
frustrated member of this monastery. Despite his seeming achievement in his
training to be around tigers, he somehow still ‘feared’ them or was wary of
them. He was afraid to feed them and would not do so without assistance. Even
when he finally tried to involve himself in taking tourists to see them, he
sought assistance. This infuriated other monks because it interrupted their work.
The abbot however, being the person he was, was determined to see that Tau got more
comfortable around tigers and did not stop his training.
One day, during lunch at the temple, Tau saw that many young
tigers were brought in front of the monks as well as the people who visited. He
almost felt that the tiger was being worshipped as a God. He felt compassion
for the animals for they were treated like people here. That night, as Tau
slept, he heard the roars of some of the tigers and thought to himself This monastery is as much a home to these
tigers as it is to me. I left my family to become a member of this place and it
is not only these monks who are family but these tigers are too. If I am
grateful for all my family has done for me, the same goes for all members of
this monastery, monk and tiger alike
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